The Astronomy Tower

"Whatever. I do not care one fucking little bit.[Because I'm Dee Riddle. *cough* Anyway...]" She yelled back.


[He's probably in his Common Room.]

[Sirius and I actually need to fight... lemme go PM him...]

[Aw. I wish Tam and Sev were friends, then he would have an excuse to go psycho on one of the marauders. Damnit.]

[You could count Severus' friends on one hand. Just saying...]

[And I totally feel like your new avatar is an insult to me...]

[Tam and Sev can totally be friends! She wants to be friends.. remember the common room? She needs one serious friend...]

[Sev, your new avatar makes me happy]

Severus rolled his eyes again, and returned to watching the world outside. It seemed so unreal to him, so synthetic. Nobody was who they pretended to be, nothing was ever what it seemed, everything that seemed fact was always just another distortion of truth. Did truth even exist, or is truth simply whatever we wish it to be? Oh Merlin. I need to stop reading Nietzsche. It is going to my head again. But to think of anything but Remus right now would do, anything but this horrid reality. Time seemed to pass ever so slowly, as Severus wasted away. He needed something to do with himself, something to challenge him. Something to give him something to fight for. He didn't know what it would be, or when it would come; only that when it did, he would be unstoppable. Once had a goal, something he truly wanted, he'd stop at nothing to get it. That's what made him a Slytherin, wasn't it? Yet that wasn't entirely true. No, there was only one thing that stopped him from taking advantage of everyone, stepping on people to get whatever he desired. That irritating emotion, that consumed him and ate at him and corrupted him from within, blurring the line between what he needed and what he wanted. He loathed love, he really did, for all the pain and distress it caused, or all the lies and deception it came with, for all the things it had taken away from Severus. And yet he couldn't let it go, not now, not ever. Lily would never leave his heart, even if his feelings for Remus faded with time. And oh, Snape hoped they would; this agony was a prison, a cage, keeping Snape from achieving true apathy. Love made him care for people. Severus Snape did not want to care. People weren't worth caring for. Nobody was worth caring about. Especially not himself.

[I really should stop reading Nietzsche. Puts me in weird moods. And I seem to disturb people with my ramblings, if I accidentally talk to myself out loud. Which I do often.]

[Haha, it's not directed at you, it's directed at everyone. He's just feeling delusional and superior at the moment.]

[Superior? I can never imagine Severus feeling superior over anyone. *goes to pee herself giggling at the thought of Severus acting like James or Sirius*]

[I said superior, not arrogant or narcissistic. He makes it pretty clear in the books that he thinks everyone's beneath him. Except for Lily, but that's because she is his Athena and Aphrodite combined. I mean, he still thinks he's a horrible person, but he still feels superior in intelligence at the very least.]

[I hate you bitch. You always make me seem stupid when I know what I'm talking about. I just phrase it wrong sometimes. *goes off to stab children*]

[Except I love you, so I don't hate you. Much...]

[Well the truth is that he is superior intelligence wise... so can Tam and Sev become friends?]

[Sure. You want me to come see you, or you wanna find me here?]

EDIT
Damn I keep pressing the wrong buttons.

Dee Riddle wrote:[*rereads her last post and decides she is an annoying, arrogant, bitch and jumps off the Astronomy Tower*]

[NO JUMPING!]

[But it's fun. And no one wants me anyway! teehee. I'm a drama queen.]

[Tam is fighting with Sirius by the lake.. wanna help? It'll be like bonding!]

[Me or Snape?]

[I'll watch from the window, and come when I have a motivation to show up. Snape is really rather apathetic at the moment, and since he and Tam haven't established a friendship it would just be illogical.]

Something caught Sev's eye as he gazed out the window towards the lake. A fight appeared to have broken out, and he leaned out the window to get a better look. Sirius... I should have known. Wait, who else is down there? Some Gryffindors... that French exchange student... and Tam and Dee? What in the name of Merlin's sequin bell-bottoms is going on down here? He briefly considered venturing down to the lake to see what was going on, but thought better of it. If Dee didn't snap and attack him foolishly, Sirius most certainly would. And Sirius was not some insolent little girl, unlike Dee. Sirius knew how to fight.

[Snape... you could just wanna beat on Sirius... hows that for logic?]

[Snape, Sirius just Sectumsempera'd a pregnant girl... get your arse down there!]

Severus Snape wrote:If Dee didn't snap and attack him foolishly, Sirius most certainly would. And Sirius was not some insolent little girl, unlike Dee. Sirius knew how to fight.

[That's really nice of you. It made my day. *glares*]

[He's pissed that Sirius used his spell, he doesn't know Tam's pregnant.]

"SIRIUS! THAT BASTARD!" Nobody stole Snape's spells. And nobody dared use them so carelessly. Did Sirius realize what he was DOING with that spell? Did he even realize how powerful it was? Snape needed to get down there, and NOW to heal Tamsyn before she died. He takes off flying down the stairs and heads to the lake.

[Well then Sev can find out while he heals Tam]

-throws himself off the Tower because he's bored-